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Name: Miya
Birthday: 11/19/1900
Gender: Female
Interests: GOD!, STORM last year..., , Logan Marshall Green, Tyler Hilton, Gavin Degraw, Adam Brody etc. friends, CCDC, MAKING NEW FRIENDS. concerts.Music(AAR,the subways, relient k, switchfoot,hellogoodbye, the starting line, phantom planet, david crowder, newsboys, this day & age,jimmy eat world,fall out boy,John Mayer, My December,coldplay, etc etc etc)dance, uhm. list goes on...
Occupation: Other
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AIM:  MsMiya193
Member Since:
2/19/2005
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| 'how is it possible to love someone so much that you slowly forget about everything else? you lose your pride, you forget about the important things in life, you forget how to be yourself, and the worst part is you don't even care. your whole life becomes something thats not even yours anymore. you lose youre heart and you cant get it back. you can feel a hole where its supposed to be. it makes it harder to breathe. love is truly blind. it causes you to not see the disaster your making. you get yourself in so deep youre almost drowing. its the worst feeling. loving someone more than you love yourself is almost too big a risk to be taking, theres always that chance, that you could lose everything you stand for.' | | |
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its almost summer, and im so excited. next week i take my finals, then im done for the year. things have been crazy as always. capa just had a dance show, which was absolutely amazing. <3 i loved it. now that its over, things have been getting kind of stressful. im trying my best to put the bad things aside and enjoy my life as much as i can. recently i have realized how much i miss my old friends. like simone, britt, tyler p, tyler o, tyler r. and tyler and dylan. ha. i used to have so much fun with them, and everything seemed to be so perfect when we were together. i miss doing stupid things just for fun, rather than what ive been doing. im hoping i can chill with them soon. this summer i plan on getting a job, going shopping, and spending sometime with my friend gianna. we didnt get to spend a lot of time together during the school year, so we're gonna try to catch up . Also, i will be spending time with anthony calise, like we always do over the summer. <3 Im excited. i really hope i can have as much fun as a used to. :) | | |
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<br />this girl was one of the people in my life that actually meant the world to me. i remember when we were little kids growing up in sharon hill, how she used to sleep over my house constantly and we'd watch Mary-kate and Ashley movies. i remember going over her house in the morning, walking to school together, birthday parties. i did everything with this girl. she was my best friend, and i always felt like where ever we went in life, we'd still be family. im so blessed to have had this girl in my life. she's a big reason why my childhood was amazing, and nothing compares to the times we spent together. i would do anything to have just one more time with her, and i hate that she's gone, but she's part of my everyday now, and i miss and love her more than anyone can imagine. i love you faith, im sorry i missed so much time, but you always meant so much to me. i promise i'll make it up to you. rest in peace bby. | | |
| Its funny how you think you know everything in life, and then you realize you really don't know anything at all. except one thing i do know, that i have no clue what i was thinking. Then, i felt it was everything. And now, i can honestly say i don't feel anything at all. | | |
| so i havent written on here in so long. idk why i stopped. this is the only place where i can really say everything i mean and feel comfortable with that. my life is actually crazy lately. i am now attending Creative and Performing Arts high school, and my life has completely changed, but its been for the best. things are just really hard sometimes. there's this boy, and i cherish every great moment we spend together.he makes me feel amazing sometimes, but other times he makes me feel less then i am. i never seem to meet his expectations, and i don't know if i could ever make him happy. he says he wants to be with me, but hes not. theres always another girl that he's torn between. i don't undertand. he says we have too many problems, but i don't see how im the one with problem. i want us to be together, just me and him, all day every day. but for him, theres always something or someone that comes in between. it hurts so much knowing that he's thinking of someone else, when i spend my time thinking about him. my life has been so off track because of him. when we're good, i can do anything. when we're not, everything falls apart. i don't know how much longer i can hold on to something i never really had. he 'loves' me, and he 'loves' her, but i love him. no one else is on my mind. i dont know what to do. | | |
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